Tuesday, February 07, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:50 PM
whoosh. came back from 2tests. one right aft the other. we were like, what the hell. phys and math somemore. but now we feel so free. haha like aft recess take 2 tests den it's lunch. kinda cool the way time flies.
but i flunked math. bigtime ):
hmmm. realised there are alot of friendship problems ard us these days and it makes one feel so sad. and it's almost always happens becos of changes in people. it's amazing how people change, really. perhaps just a few months back they were still your best pals and all. few months later you get so awkward when you happen to look at her in the eye. maybe becos everyone is progressing. getting to know more people. knowing more stuff. sometimes i wonder if it will make us happier if we dont actually know so much.
in my 16years of life there were really loads of trouble and headache. not to mention heartache. to do with friends. and haa i've only learnt last year to let go. to loosen your grip and let go. let someone free. and ironically in a way, you free yourself too. in the end we both become much happier persons. and we still stay friends. (: and not that kind of friends that make you cry. we become happier.
but but but. sometimes i really truly wonder if i have really learnt to let go.
i hate revisiting the past. it makes me feel so sad.